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Saturday, June 29, 2013

i dont recall how my time has passed these days i had so much to write and record all the good times, bad times, deep thought, emotional feeling, sentimental days that i filled me up everyday there is time when i try so hard to remember certain things when i was young, but i couldn't recall. i don't know how i felt at that point of time i dont remember how i think or feel thus it is so important to me right now, to have the memory of recording it at least by writing although my english is not spectacular at all, as long as i can recall how i feel, it meet the purpose of my writing. Just a little recap, earlier this year, i have many goals that till to date i have not done any or making any achievement. i could write million of excuse, but whats the point, of making excuse for myself. i remember when i was in poly time, i had to write journal everyday, recap of what I have learn on that day. Maybe it was a good practice, to keep me on track, by reminding myself. Shall I start one today? My work require me to do a proposal to my manager which gets me abit nervous. Not because I was scared of her, but because I want to do a good job and giving a good option on my proposal. So I pray to God to make me less nervous to anticipate what she will say. So I opened a devotion to read, on Saving Whatever. "The wise have wealth and luxury, but fools spend whatever they get"-proverbs 21:20 Totally unrelated right?! But who can measure our God mind. I was totally forgotten about anticipating the proposal, instead suddenly my mind was filled up with how can I learn to save my saving as I have been spending whatever this days, as no burden at the moment! If I didn't write this journal today, I would not even look back, remembering of what God has done for me today. After all, He is my awesome God.

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