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Pursue own happiness

Sunday, May 31, 2009

grief would not end

unless I decide to take a step forward

the misery eat my life

rotten with my dry bone

life is a gift

happiness is priceless

while my road is still long

its never too late to start anew

when the world is to dark

remember it is just the beginning

while I am searching

there is a light waiting to be found

no more running

but face it with courage

the old chain will rust

the old memory will be gold

No matter how sharp the stone is

Or how painful it is

it is never be too painful

than regret itself

to myself

Labels: sentimental

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Worried for nothing

Friday, May 22, 2009

It was really weird yesterday.

I couldnt sleep even though it was 3 am,

and I obviously very tired.

My heart beat so fast

and everytime I was going to fall asleep

my heart ache and all my vein hurt my body.

I am no exegerating here..

I couldnt understand what is happened to me.

Finally I got to sleep when I saw a glimps of a sun.

and it was 7 am.

When I woke up, it was almost 11 oclock.

I went to kitchen and have my lunch.

My mom called and I called Debby,

so my lunch were accompanied by 2 of them on the phone.

Innitially I brought the notes to kitchen to do some reading

but obviously it didnt improved my study.

When I went back to my room,

I really really want to study.

But my mind cannot settle down

and I felt the same as last night.

I feel very uneasy and very very uncomfortable.

So I decided to go for jogging.

First time in my life to do such thing.

I was so desperate to calm myself so that I could study.

At night with bbq with floormate,

I feel more settle and easy because

I dont think of anything and everything is so new

knowing them, talking and enjoying the food.

For that moment, I feel so good.

I didnt realise until I went back to my room.

I hope tonight I can sleep well.

Good night.

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Awesome April

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

I had never travelled this much in my life,

but yeah, I did it this time.

And maybe, a little too much and I am overwhelm

with the beauty of the what I never known.

I have uploaded all picture in my facebook,

so I would just post what I think is nice in here.

Starting from France, Nice.

Beautiful Beach & Open Sea..

Followed by Cannes

Monaco

On the easter break,

which is 1 week,

I went to 'eastern europe'

which consist of Czech Republic, Hungary, Austria

So here it began

...

Prague

Budapest

Vienna

Salzburg

Continue for the holidaying

to my most wanted to go country

ITALY!

Rome

Florence

Venezia

Milan

Labels: holiday

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I love this! Enjoy

Taylor Swift: Love Story

Lyrics | Taylor Swift Lyrics | Love Story Lyrics

Labels: song

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