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Believing the Unseen

Sunday, April 29, 2007

I am pretty upset towards some people who are supposed to support me spiritually. They are people in my church community. They disappointed me in the way that affecting my relationship with God. While I am disappointed with them, I disappointed with God at the same time. It became a little burden for me to carry out responsbility.

It strike my mind two days ago for my stupidity! How could I compare with God with them. Do not judge God according to what you see in mankind. No matter how perfect a human is, they have incapacity but God is perfect. As simple written in the Romans 3:4 "..let God be true, but everyman is a liar."

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rhyme

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Love for music

is real

especially in your solemn time

music tranquil

swallow you

to be part of them

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Who are them?

Monday, April 02, 2007

Today I am glad I finished my presentation. Although I am not sure what is the outcome, I felt so much relieved. And as my senior said, it not my responsibility anymore, the result is God's job.

While on the way to home, so much things went through my mind. I received a few messages from my old friends. Some of the messages are very touching, which I had never expected.

Over the years, at different period of times, I made a few good friends around me. But often, as time changed, I have to move on to a new environment. It is hard for me to adapt to a new place with a new people. It is heart breaking for me to be seperated from the friends that I have made. But I cannot stop it from happening. Day by day passed, and you just realised, you have been seperated from them for years now. Sometimes you wondered, are they still remembered you? Are you still an important person in their heart? Are you still remain as their 'good friend'?

What make stranger into friends?? Communication, time, interest. If you and that someone were already friends, you did not need to have all this anymore. "Once friends always friends".

Our life is limitted to time. You only got a certain period of time to spend time with certain people. Once that period is over, you might never interact with them anymore. Therefore, treassure them while you can. Smile and laugh with them as much as you can. Create a beatiful memory, and make them happy while you are with them.

Love you my friends.

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