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Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Today I woke up early although I sleep quite late last night. I just couldnt continue my sleep. I wonder what's God plan for me today.

I always worried if I got nothing to do when I woke up. I quite traumatize due to the long 6 months holidays. I couldnt sleep because I am bored and got no plan for another day. But now I know something that I should do. I should not worried at all. God always has a plan for me everyday. Worried is a sin, because you dont trust God will do it for you.

The miss call from 'withheld' is still exist on my phone. When I went Thailand there is a voicemail but I didnt listen and when I tried to heard it, the voicemail is expired. There is only one person that I really want to hear from, but it rather impossible.. Furthermore I promised myself not to have any contact with that person no matter what. I just have to shut myself from it.

Love is troublesome.........................!!

Monday, December 19, 2005

Honestly I hate to come back to Singapore!

I miss the people in Karen Village. When I woke up this morning, all I have is myself. Normally Fransin will woke me up in the cold morning then me and Gwen will go and bath together. And start making smoke from our body.. haha.. Well I miss those stupid time during bathing. Sometimes some little animal like snail, frog, spider will accompany us during our bath.
I will miss the stupid chicken that making noise in the middle of night, crying pig sound and the chill feeling of the coldness.
I miss Nefa and Meh and uncle.. and their food~ I feel so warm in their family although they have terrible toilet and kitchen..
I miss the pineapple biscuit and doing the things from the bits. I want to shop more in Bangkok!

Karen Village feel like a home to me compare to Singapore.

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