S h e l l Y
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I wish I can be as free as bird can be
as wise as Salomon as wild as lion as kind as Mother Theresa as mysterious as Sherlock Holmes as humourous as ..? who is forever funny? Love arts and music
Namae wa ??????????
Thursday, November 10, 2005
My friend teach me how to write my name in Japanese..
??????????. Hehe.. I am so glad she also remember my birthday! Anyway.. my very old friends remember my birthday. She never forget to wish my every single birthday every year.. and I am hardly remember hers. I need to go back and find my old friend biodata book to check. I miss her so much~ We will meet soon.. ^^ Yay!
This few days I was thinking to get more sleep because lately I do not have enough sleep. Yesterday I was thinking after school, go home and rest until the next morning, but my plan didnt work out. I ended up taking 3 neoprint with my friends.. Goodness..
Graduation is coming. I am starting to count down everyday.. 4 months away. Everything will live as memories. And I got to adapt again... I need to start all over again~..
Marquee Troupe camp without staying
Saturday, November 05, 2005
Hm.. got few more days to go abstinence! Its kinda great experience which I have go through. Honestly as I go through abstinence, it triggers me about people who do not have food to eat, the fear of not getting money to buy food for the day and etc.
Everytime I break my fast, in my prayer that strike my mind is those poor people who have not eaten and yet I have a good food right in front of my eyes once I break fast.
Imagine the fearfullness of their everyday life. If I were born to be in their shoes, what will I do to fullfil my desire of these hunger??Steal?Cry?Beg?Murder?
Abstinence, is just a small action of holding back the desire, it might feel like a torture.. But again looking at those poor people, these is nothing compare to the VERY HARD HARDSHIP that they go through in their everyday life. It really motivate me, there are much much more thing that is worse than what I go through now. What I go through now is the process of preparation to get me prepare of the coming life journey.
But I hope one thing I hope that poor people believe too, life is like a wheel, sometimes you will be on top, sometimes on the bottom. They wont be forever suffering! I know God have a plan for everyone. Just enjoy every moments! Because time cannot be turn back!
Well, this blogging kinda useful for me. Everyday in fact, there are so many things to tell and share. Today was quite a day for me to learn more about the hill tribe people! Its really cooL! I am looking forward for these trip to happen! And I am proud to be part of Marquee Troupe! I go to the museum and took this picture! Yay. Turn out cool! haha..
This day I do a lot gossip!! Hm.. though I feel rather guilty about these, but it almost impossible to go anywhere without gossiping as the topic of conversation, especially girls! That makes me sometimes detest to interact with gals. Geez.. For me everyone have gud and bad point that you will discover only after u get to know them for sometimes. Nothing much u can change a person, but it is more on how you can change yourself to fit to tat person.
Another things about today camp, I know most of my friends who are going for the trips are couples. Somehow, I feel it is rather difficult to mix around with them because of the partner that watching you. I know how girl will be very sensitive looking at the bf who playing or being kind to other girls. This makes me very difficult to communicate, asking help, or whatever I wanted to do towards the guy seems wrong. The invisible barrier is somehow exist.
I hope if I got a bf, I will be sensitive towards my friends as well. This uncomfortableness draw me further away to hold friendship we had.
A big scar that I have, had thought me alot of lesson in my life. It somehow open my eyes in many areas. I hope, I have become a better person..........
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