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Thursday, September 22, 2005

Today I went for a badminton game. It was trying game but it was fun. My hair is wet now and I cannot sleep even though I am very tired. But I smell so good now.. Mm..

Holiday is over soon. When I am back in Batam, Mom and Dad are busy with some important things. My skinny sister is busy with all her activities. Leaving me and my grandma at home. I am not sure what I have been doing all this while, but I feel so good just to be in the house watching TV and reading comic book. Damn.. the comic books in Singapore are so expensive. I can buy 5 books of comic book for $10. I cannot afford that in Singapore. My big family are having a family prayer every tuesday and saturday. It feel so good everytime our big big family come and pray together with us. Well, I am so glad that they are being so supportive. I believe God will answer our prayers.

My naughty cousin has a bf now. I'm happy for her. I treat her like my own sister. We grew up together since we were young. Her mom was looking after me when I was young. She used to bully me caused I am weak. Haha.. but now she respect me alot. She can scream at her mom but not at me. But she has change alot and I am very proud of her now. She used to be a very naughty gal, just like me. Go against our parents will. But we have changed. We have learned a lesson from that. Nothing good when you go against your parents. Now I trust my parents 99%. haha.. I only trust my God 100%. Somehow I feel even though they are my parents, but I could feel that they do not trust me fully. Though I am quite sad about this fact, but it just reality and it is a norm.

My family is in bad economic situation now. Few days ago I talked to my dad about the future that I have planned. Looking at the condition now, I think it's not wise for me to continue my further study. So I told my dad about working after my poly. But when my dad said that I should continue my study no matter what, it almost make me cry. I feel so touch. He said, he will work hard to make us study. No matter how hard it will be, they will support me and my siblings. They are just the best parents I know.

Anyway, the cherry is my backyard is chopped down. I have a cherry tree in my house back in Batam. We love to sit on the swing chair which was place bellow the cherry tree. It was very cozy. Then the cherry tree have alot of cherries growing everywhere. I will pick some of them and eat them while sitting on the swing chair. It just feel so good. Then one day my parent's friends come to my house. They mentioned that the feng sui is block by the cherry tree at the backyard and cause the luck not being able to go through my house. So.. the tree was cut away... I miss the cherry tree now. Last time when we have not plant the cherry tree, me and my sisters always go to neighbours house to take their cherry. haha.. it was exciting. Of course we cannot let the owner see when we take the cherry.. or else they will angry.

I had a twin nieces. They are about 2 years old now. They are so cute and unbelievable smart. Imagine a 2 years old boy can dribble the real basketball. I was shocked when I look at him dribble the ball. How lucky to have such smart sons.

OK. My hair is about to dry. Time to get ready for sleep. Today I have written a very long composition. haha.. Though the story is not related to each other.. who care!! It's my thought that count. My hand pain la!! Gud night daddy, mommy, sisters, brother, and grandma. Gud night my aunt and fat cousins. You are people I love the most. haha.. today I talk alot of crap again. What a happy day~ God told me.. if you believe in Him, then everyday must be a happy day. So I think of the other way round too.. If everyday is my happy day, it shows that I believe in God.. HAHAHA.. YEs, I love YEsuS! I love Everyone!! Because today is my happy day..

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