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Monday, September 26, 2005

I just love today! Cause I can see all my cute cute little boys and gals!! They are just lovely and so fun! haha.. Christopher is so funny. If he older enough I want to have a boyfriend like him. HAHA..
Once I play with them, I could remember nothing except their laugher and their innocent words. I feel wanted to kidnap them. Even I have my own younger sister, but I never played with them when they were young. They were being overprotective by their babysisters.
This is the time where I got to mix up with children and play with them. I love children of God! I cant wait to see them again..

Ervina is my great friend of mine! haha.. Though i dont understand why she keep fall in love all the time.. haha.. but she make a good companion! Haha.. i think if she had a bf, she will madly take care of him with all she can and give the best she could. But watch out with yourself. Dont you ever love him till you forget to love yourself..

Love is always a complicated stuff to explain and understand. Hmm.. 3 days ago when I went for the BBQ, the gals which already have bf.. kept saying the guy creature is stupid creature and always did crazy stunt. haha.. While on the other side, boys always said that gal is a complicated creature which is hard to understands and Weird.. Haha.. But interestingly they will get interested to each other.. haha.. How great is my Lord! I wonder what kind of creature that God prepare for me.. HAHA!!

Hmm.. Today when I went to girls toilet, there was a long queue. I got nothing to do so I look around and try to observe something. After a sec pass, I noticed that all the gals in the toilet were SKINNY(for my opinion)! And I am the only fat fellow inside. Haha.. I dont know what happen to Singapore, but I know the large percentage of the female is Skinny or even underweight. But what to say. It was so called 'TREND' which going on this very day. haha.. I know looking fat is not good either. I am trying to go on diet whenever I feel I am fat. but not an extreme action of diet of course. I find it's rather hard, not because I am get attracted by the food or wad. But I pity those who have cook the food in the home. I think all chef will feel happy when people eat their food. I sacrisfy myself to be fat to make people happy.. HAHA.. what a 'nice' excuse I wrote. haiz.. but its just so true. I want to let them know that I love them. When you love a person, you sure want to make that person happy dun you..

Ups.. I am hungry now.

Saturday, September 24, 2005

To have a God is one happy thing.
To have a Family is another happy thing.
To have a Friends is another happy thing.
To have a Partner is another happy thing.
To have myself is a best things.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Today I went for a badminton game. It was trying game but it was fun. My hair is wet now and I cannot sleep even though I am very tired. But I smell so good now.. Mm..

Holiday is over soon. When I am back in Batam, Mom and Dad are busy with some important things. My skinny sister is busy with all her activities. Leaving me and my grandma at home. I am not sure what I have been doing all this while, but I feel so good just to be in the house watching TV and reading comic book. Damn.. the comic books in Singapore are so expensive. I can buy 5 books of comic book for $10. I cannot afford that in Singapore. My big family are having a family prayer every tuesday and saturday. It feel so good everytime our big big family come and pray together with us. Well, I am so glad that they are being so supportive. I believe God will answer our prayers.

My naughty cousin has a bf now. I'm happy for her. I treat her like my own sister. We grew up together since we were young. Her mom was looking after me when I was young. She used to bully me caused I am weak. Haha.. but now she respect me alot. She can scream at her mom but not at me. But she has change alot and I am very proud of her now. She used to be a very naughty gal, just like me. Go against our parents will. But we have changed. We have learned a lesson from that. Nothing good when you go against your parents. Now I trust my parents 99%. haha.. I only trust my God 100%. Somehow I feel even though they are my parents, but I could feel that they do not trust me fully. Though I am quite sad about this fact, but it just reality and it is a norm.

My family is in bad economic situation now. Few days ago I talked to my dad about the future that I have planned. Looking at the condition now, I think it's not wise for me to continue my further study. So I told my dad about working after my poly. But when my dad said that I should continue my study no matter what, it almost make me cry. I feel so touch. He said, he will work hard to make us study. No matter how hard it will be, they will support me and my siblings. They are just the best parents I know.

Anyway, the cherry is my backyard is chopped down. I have a cherry tree in my house back in Batam. We love to sit on the swing chair which was place bellow the cherry tree. It was very cozy. Then the cherry tree have alot of cherries growing everywhere. I will pick some of them and eat them while sitting on the swing chair. It just feel so good. Then one day my parent's friends come to my house. They mentioned that the feng sui is block by the cherry tree at the backyard and cause the luck not being able to go through my house. So.. the tree was cut away... I miss the cherry tree now. Last time when we have not plant the cherry tree, me and my sisters always go to neighbours house to take their cherry. haha.. it was exciting. Of course we cannot let the owner see when we take the cherry.. or else they will angry.

I had a twin nieces. They are about 2 years old now. They are so cute and unbelievable smart. Imagine a 2 years old boy can dribble the real basketball. I was shocked when I look at him dribble the ball. How lucky to have such smart sons.

OK. My hair is about to dry. Time to get ready for sleep. Today I have written a very long composition. haha.. Though the story is not related to each other.. who care!! It's my thought that count. My hand pain la!! Gud night daddy, mommy, sisters, brother, and grandma. Gud night my aunt and fat cousins. You are people I love the most. haha.. today I talk alot of crap again. What a happy day~ God told me.. if you believe in Him, then everyday must be a happy day. So I think of the other way round too.. If everyday is my happy day, it shows that I believe in God.. HAHAHA.. YEs, I love YEsuS! I love Everyone!! Because today is my happy day..

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Maybe 2005 is the busiest year for the journalist. There are just too many things happening one after another. Terrorism, Tsunami, Huricane, Typhoon, SARS,.. I believed every country is busy to solve their own disasters right now.

Is this a sign of something?

HongKong Disneyland is so happening. I wish I could go there. Haiya.. when will Indonesia or Singapore have a DisneyLand. Stupid.. why not Singapore open a DisneyLand instead of Casino. DUMB.. When Batam had a Casino, alot Singaporean were coming to Batam just to gamble. Well of course Batam had earned alot from this. However, Indonesia do not allow gambling in the country due to religious, cultural belief, etc. So no more casino in Batam. As the result the tourism rate is fall.

Friday, September 02, 2005

1). Imagine your mobile battery is very low, you are expecting an
Important Call and you don't have a charger. Nokia instrument comes with
reserve Battery. To activate, key is *3370# your mobile will restart with
this Reserve and your instrument will show a 50% increase in battery. This
Reserve will get charged when you charge your cell next time.

2). The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself
out of coverage area of your mobile network and there is an emergency, dial
112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the
emergency number for you.



Two Italian men and a lady stranded on a desert island
- The two fought and one KILLED the other to have the lady.

Two American men and a lady stranded on a desert island;
- They both had the lady TOGETHER.

Two French men and a lady stranded on a desert island;
- They killed the lady to have EACH OTHER.

Two Indonesian men and a lady stranded on a desert island;
- The first man claimed that island is independent and took the lady as his advisor.
- The second man swam to another island to search for jobs.

Two Thai men and a lady stranded on a desert island;
- The first man rented the lady to the second man for 2 baht a night.

Two Filipino men and a lady stranded on a desert island;
- The first man kidnapped the lady and asked for ransom from the other man.

Two Malaysian men and a lady stranded on a desert island;
- The lady ACCUSED the first man of sodomizing the other because she was
rejected by both.

Two Singaporean men and a lady stranded on a desert island;
- The two men are still waiting for instructions from the GOVERNMENT on how to proceed.

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