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Saturday, August 27, 2005

Since I joined the Sunday School, I get to talk and play with Children. They are so warm. They love to hold my hand even they do not know my name. Once I am quite close to them, they will cling to me and follow me wherever I go. I feel so happy talking and playing with them. They laugh over everythings, they shared what they have, they are so pure and innocent.
I am not afraid with them. They wont tell a lie or make use of me. They treat me as their real friends. Kids are just so cute. I cant wait to see them again.. I just love them so much~ Hope they will grow as someone special..



I dunno why I suddenly remember about my childhood.
I remember how I always be happy when I receive the present from someone.
It can be a small things like candy or a book, but it makes me truly happy.

I still remember there was one stranger who give me chocolate in the school bus. She is a muslim gal. We took the same school bus. It was my first time and last time I saw her. Before she get down the bus, the just smiled and hand out the chocolate to me. I took it and look at her as she walk out of the bus. I still do not understand why did she give it to me, but it really make me feel happy. I never forget her until now even though it have been a few years back.

When I went to Genting, I play in the arcade room. I played but didnt get much tickets and I walk around looking at people playing the arcade so happily. Then suddenly there is a guy approached me and give me a lump of ticket. Man it was so much till I cannot even hold it properly with my both hands. He is probably about 17 years old that time, and I was 15 years old. Quite a good look young man. He just said " this is for you" and smile and then left. What a sweet guy. Haha.. What the hell is happening that time, I donot care. I told my brother and we straigh away queue to change the ticket to get a gift. I was so happy till I couldnt sleep that night.

They are strangers that give me something without even knowing me. It become such a precious gift, not as "thing" but meaningful in my heart that I wont forget in my life. How I wish to give this special meaningful present to people I love.

Monday, August 22, 2005

What a bored day..
Monday blue blue blue..

After so many things happen this year,
I started to change my future plan.
Somehow maybe I am too selfish when I made up my decision.

Here I am giving the rest my Godly Father.
I will let Him to decide my journey.
Though its seems tough now,
But I know it always have a good end.

Mom and Dad be strong..
Bro and Siss dun be sad..
We have to hold hand in hand..
What ever happened, nothing gonna change us.

Mom once told me..
Life is just like a wheel.
Sometimes you are on top, sometimes you are below..
But wheel will turn and never stop..
So when you are at below, dun give up..
Because if u strive harder, you will be on top again.

I know this is the starting of d______
more will come.
When it comes, I shouldnt cry.
Because Mom and Dad teach me to be strong
not a cry baby.

If one day I am disappear..
I just wish u all live to the fullest..
God Bless all of us..

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

One Way

I lay my life down at your feet
You're the only one i need
I turn to you and you are always there
In troubled times its you i seek
I put you first thats all i need
I humble all i am, All to you

One way
Jesus
You're the only one that i could live for
One Way
Jesus
You're the only one that i could live for

You are always, always there
Every how and everywhere
Your grace abounds so deeply within me
You wil never ever change
Yesterday today the same
Forever till forever meets no end

One way
Jesus
You're the only one that i could live for
One Way
Jesus
You're the only one that i could live for

You are the way the truth and the light
We live by faith and not by sight ... for you
We're living all for you

Written By Hillsong United

Thursday, August 04, 2005

So What Gitu Loh
Saykoji
You know I really like it these days kalo mereka pengen nyela sesuatu dengan kayak pengen nunjukin itu tuh gak ada artinya \"apa sih\"... funny yourself man... It's like, SO WHAT GITULOH?!

Ok lu tajir banyak duitnya...SWGTL
lo pake blink-blik bertumpuk lima....SWGTL
lo bisa beli baju hip-hop....SWGTL
Bikin lo di side kick player....SWGTL

Jadi bokap lu kaya, nyokap lu juga kaya,
bisa ngasih duit biar elo bisa begaya
Supaya kaya. rapper yang tajir dan berduit
padahal nggak bisa nge-rap bisanya cuma suit
hidupnya sulit apa-apa tinggal minta
di rumah gayanya bisanya sok merintah
Serasa jadi raja, sejak dia masih remaja
Mending sekarang lo denger omongan gue aja...

lu punya mobil mahal impor....SWGTL
yang pake velg spinning wheels man....SWGTL
DVD dalam mobil tiga....SWGTL
Audio system paling mahal....SWGTL

lu punya mobil mahal biar bisa kayak bola
lu sangka udah hip-hop abis man, elo salah
gaya tapi sama skali nggak punya kualitas blink-blink lifestyle hip hopnya cuma sepintas
Rapper yang memang kaya Debbi cluwon struggle
udah lewatin nol padahal circle in trouble
lo bahkan kagak tau rasanya berjuang karna orang tua lo gampang aja ngasih uang

lo punya pacar ada lima....SWGTL
yang selalu elo pamerin....SWGTL
kalo di klub suka paling so hot....SWGTL
udah serasa jadi pimp man....SWGTL

Buset belom kawin aja udah poligami
gayanya ga cukup dengan cuma satu mami
lo harus punya lima biar disangka playa
Anita, Shena, Rossita, Melissa sama Dhea

Sepintas lu kayak rapper multi-platinum
dari gaya hidup udah cukup maksimum
tapi ditanya hip-hop, gak bisa apa-apa
lo cuma bisa gaya, lo cuma punya sampah

Bokap lu konglomerat sukses....SWGTL
bukan elo yang nyari duit....SWGTL
nyokap lu dokter hewan man....SWGTL
dan om lo pejabat tinggi....SWGTL
lu bisa gaya hip-hop abis....SWGTL
pake duit supaya gaul....SWGTL
selama hip-hop lu nol man....SWGTL
lu juga bisa bilang balik....SWGTL

I know this song'd be cool just say it....SWGTL
Making fun of people just say....SWGTL

Ok, stop these things I can't hearing it repeating... SWGTL

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