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Tuesday, June 28, 2005



[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

[chorus]
Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

[chorus]

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

[chorus]
You beautiful soul, yeah

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I love the lyrics.
If this song become success,
It is not a surprise.
Every girl will dying to listen for her Mr.Right to say the like the lyrics.
The question such as: "Is she/he love me for who I am? Or she/he want to take advantages of me?"
Looking at the earth which continuing cruel..
People love the physical more and inner beauty. Inner beauty which exist in 'Beauty and the Beast', 'Cinderela', 'Shrek'..
Mankind believe in what they see. Believe their judgement is true.. They dont see what is seen by God, what is prepared for them. All this create unsatisfaction for the mankind which make them greedy and wanted more and more. This is answered why this generation the mankind is getting more cruel, brutal and doing unbeliavable stuff..
But of course.. there is army of God who work hard to fight over.. Thus it make army of God getting stronger and stronger in this generation. When the mankind unable to fight anymore, they will kneel and shout for God help.

Friday, June 24, 2005

I am down..
Down to the misery.
Tml I will wake up.
Everything will still be the same.

She is gone.
And everthing will never be the same.
Things that I trust.
Seems to be fade away.

In the earth, everything so fake.
Mankind is hopeless.
God is the only hope.
When you hope in mankind..
You will disappointed.
Coz they are imperfect in anyway, everyway.
Mankind are made imperfect as imperfect.

So its normal to be disappointed over a person.
This is not the first time too..
Its been the third person..
People whom I love, and turn out to be something different.
It's funny to believe it.
But it's so true to ignore it.

Friday, June 17, 2005

Today I am going to talk about LOVE.
From what I learn in the bible.. hehehe.. but I think its true. There is 3 types of LOVE!!

1. ** Love **
When someone being kind to you/love you, you will learn to love them back. This is like, what others give, you should repay back their love/kindness.

2. ** Love **
You love that person and HOPING that person will do the same to you. This is like, to give and get. You hope for the return

3. **Love**
You love without any return. Whether the person will return or love you back you dont care. As long as you give your love and you know you love that person with all heart and soul.

From this 3 level of love, normally every mankind only maximum to level 2 love. But I think in this modern day, it stuck at level 1 love. Sad but true. But GOD love us in level 3. And it is important to start to learn to love people at level 3. This is the basic rules of being christianity.

The most basic rules is the bible is "To love one another" But to what measure of Love that God mean. Is the Level 3 Love. That is what Love really meant.

Thursday, June 16, 2005

Ingredients:
*Rose Pedals *Brown Sugar *milk *Scented rose water

Methods:

Melt four tablespoonsful of brown sugar in boiling water

Pour syrup into a bowl of washed rose petals and mix. Leave to stand in fridge for three days

Add two to three teaspoonsful of rose syrup (with petals) to half a glass of milk

Add one teaspoonful of scented rose water (sold at supermarkets) and stir well

Thursday, June 09, 2005

Yesterday class outing BEST!! 14 people turn up for the BBQ. And surprisingly, even MR.KOK come!! haha.. I dun know whether he come because he already paid, or because we book the bbq pit at east coast especially for him or we force him too much till he cannot take it.. OR.. HE JUST LOVE US!! yay!! Anyway glad that most of them turn up. The weather is damn comforting. Not hot, not cool, windy and nice. GOD IS THE BEST!

We play all incomplete UNO card provided by KOK. And we do funny funny punishment that was created by my 'creative' classmates. Shallum dance, Meifong lick my hand which full of BBQ sauce, others eat+drink those 'mix juice'.. etc.

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

YAY!! I am back I am BACK!!! WHo miss me?? hehe..


Anyway what a good news. My result brough me double, triple happiness!!! OH MY GOODNESS!! I never thought I could get those grade. THANKS TO MY LORD! Oh yeah! He really work in my LIFE! YESUS YOU ARE MY ONLY AND ONLY ONE THAT I LOVE!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAOOOOWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I enjoyed seeing my family even just for 2 days. !(*****&^%$$%^&!@*****)--> undescribable happiness.. I AM JUST VEry VERY VERYY HAPPY!! COZ on 10th I am going to Thailand!!!!!!!!!! Muahaha...

And tommorow is the BBQ! Hopefully no rain.. but good sunshine and breeze.. ++ all friends in gud mood ++ gud food ++ some surprises!! ^^ I believe GOD will do the best for us!

Saturday, June 04, 2005

I went to chalet last night. I slept very well coz I am drunk. Most of friends didnt sleep. Well, there is one thing that bother me after I come back from this chalet. My friends, actually sleep together and HUG! even though they are not couple.. or am I being too old fashion?!

I am open minded person but as a open minded person I still would limit myself to some extend. What is not suppose to be done, shouldnt be done. Or else.. it will become a bad impression from other and I will regret it one day.

If I am still in Batam and never come to Singapore, I dont think I will even see this kind of things. My parents are very protective towards me and I am glad they did.

I admire those person who can control herself. Control the desire of their flesh!
I will go back Batam today. Bye Bye..

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