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Sunday, March 20, 2005

Tomorrow I'll be going back Batam for 1 month. Which mean 1 month without surfing net. Maybe I'll kind of miss this but nevermind. Sometimes it's good to be away from internet. Make me stop doing my daily routine.
I notice this whole week, I come back home about 12o'clock. Just dont feel like going home since my sister is not there waiting for me. Tomorrow I will get to see my whole family. Its been a long time. Almost 2 months.
I wondered if they will surprise seeing me tomorrow. I get so tanned all of sudden. But dunno why I kinda like it. Maybe its been a long time that I didnt feel being tanned. Last time my skin is tanned. I took forever to get it become fair. Coz I swim alot, and playing all sort of games under the sun. Maybe I'll go back and tanned more! Woo+++

Anyway I will miss u guys! Enjoy your holiday ++ and to some of you.. Enjoy Your study! haha..



Today is a great day!

Actually I am more than happy to teach my friend FLASH! Cause I am learning things that I started to forget! In the way I should thanks her instead of her feel sorry for me~
It was fun anyway to complete it by today!
And she even give me CHOCOLATE! ITS CHOCOLATE MAN! I love it.. WOW~ plus a small sweet letter.. haha.. I find its really cute.
Just actually wanna let her know that I treassure a lot friendships! And I helped her because I just want to help.. not that I was asking something in return. But anyway thanks for the gift..

Then then today I went to Paris Ris to watch Planet Shaker! The band is cool! and the audiences are good too! And surprisingly I saw another Singapore Idol in here.. Haha..
I just feel glad to have come to this concert. Its like a call for me. I've been stop reading bible for sometimes. Maybe God was reminding me... Yeah Lord I am here for you!

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Yesterday bring da kids to zouk.
Hm.. I dont know why zouk so famous. Its big maybe..
Music wise.. not that very nice.. I guess maybe I got different taste with them.
It so crowded. You cant dance, you cant stand properly, the guys are trying to molest u whenever they could. And its so cramp! Its more like people push in push out so u got to move.. What the hell are they doing inside there.. They stink and sweat and so sticky!! I guess the youngster love dirty stuff..
I reach home at 5.. I dont feel sleepy. I dont know how long I stare on the poster beside my bed, until I fall asleep. Hm.. When my sister around, I wanted to be alone. But when she not around I feel so lonely. Feel so dumb..
I cant imagine myself if I go US alone. But I already make my choice. I tried to go SG uni. If not accepted then I will decide to go to US. Leaving my family for such a long time and long distance...
Today watching that drama series in TV. The man said ¨I can live without sex but not you¨. I feel it so fake! Human become like animals.. Eat hunt sex.. human nature.. actually same as animal nature. But human brain that make the difference. But I guess the human are start losing their sense of their brain.

Monday, March 14, 2005

Even holiday times, I got to come back school.
I Love it instead. Haha.. because I can see a lot guys.. basketball players.. wohoo..
Haiya!! I forget they are younger than me~ haiz.haiz.haizzzzzzzzz......

Today I got free t-shirt!! YaY! Converse one~ LOL..
I love free stuff. It feel so good to get good stuff with cheapo price.. But if it is free! It even better! SHIOK! Even I might not wear it, but it the satisfaction that I get because get a free stuff.. haha..
sound rather idiotic..
Just now I just realise that I got 11-free-tshirt from RP! Wow. Isnt RP very rich??!!!

I still dont know what is my fate for these holiday? Work or sign up for courses?
I miss my hometown.. My grandma-food and my mom... and the food.. and prawn! Crab! Sambal! Soto! Gado-Gado! WALAO!!! So many things.. I never go back for 1 months 2 weeks. I cannot stand it anymore!!

Tuesday, March 08, 2005


"I tell you I am a lesbian. I have been admiring you since the day and walked in and replace that gay man from Holland called Free-So. I notice you wear strapless bra every weak which is so sexy. i spend the whole day admiring you."

That bloody kok help me wrote this RJ for madelyn!

Friday, March 04, 2005

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