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Monday, February 14, 2005

There was a time when I was single and I dont understand what is v.day.
I dont even know what it is. or when it is.

When I'm with someone, actually that v.day is not very big deal thing. Not really different with another day. It just a exchange gift as a couple. Romantic meal~ or more likely expensive meal. ~~named it.. can be done everyday too..
It just when you love someone. V day is no longer that important. It just a commercial day..

This time round, I am single again. I used to be a loner single and had relationship before. And I know about the flying and heartache momment.
To have a thought, which is better? To feel terribly lonely or being guilty on V.day?
Yeah I used to think it is better if that day someone give u something, or declare something to you. At least someone like you.
But when I experience it myself, I hate that feeling. I hate this guilty. I know how hurt it will be~
Thats what I feel during my break up too. But now I understand why that person make it so hurt. That person did the right things.
GIVE NO HOPE! MAKE ME HOPELESS AND GIVE UP!
I used to consult people with sweet sentences. And it didnt make me feel guilty. But I didnt realise what does the effect. The person will become more in love with you because of your kindness. And it actually hurt someone even more.

I'm sorry..
God Bless u..
Happy V day

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