S h e l l Y
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I wish I can be as free as bird can be
as wise as Salomon as wild as lion as kind as Mother Theresa as mysterious as Sherlock Holmes as humourous as ..? who is forever funny? Love arts and music
Monday, February 28, 2005
Yesterday when to watch a stupid show with William.
I feel such a waste $8.50 for watching an old naked arabian guy freaking running with the small dick swaying for almost 10s! And yet, about damn broken heart man story..
All because of that ridiculous artistic poster which come in mysterious plain with no summary at ALL about the story line.
Today went out with kok. haha..
Dunno why I like to hang out with this funny people. They are so... N___
Haaha.. sorry I dare not complete the word as someone might bring me to court!
Just now that Mr.Square said wanted to play a game by twisting his hp. He make a rule that the person who being pointed will have to treat a drink. Well the hp stop and pointed at HIM eventually. haha... he cant escape as it is so directly to him..
I guess even the hp dont like him. Coz he always off his hp for no reason~ and only use to keep all the sentimental msg.. and that ridiculous picture behind his hp to scare people who going to stole his hp.
Well so he got to buy me a drinks! haha.. Bubble tea~ Yummy.. because it's free!
Ain't good to accept the reality.. Ain't good to keep dreaming..
When I am with some of my friends,
I might thought that friend of mine is my best friend.
But will it feel the same?
Sad but true.. friendship is the one type of relationship..
You need two party to admit..
You might thought that it is your bestfriends..
but it might not take it that way..
This is what just reality is all about.
My bear,.. my lovely bear that was given by someone is now kept in my cupboard.
My first bear I receive and I love it so much.
But I must put it aside just because it bring so much hurt memory.
All the bear love honey..
Honey~ yeah.. a very familiar name I used to hear..
Honey is sweet when it going reach it's maturity..
But it turn sour and bitter when it kept too long..
So enjoy the honey when you have it.. Throw it before you taste all the bitterness..
Today I rather rubbish.
My migrane was so bad today.
My stomach isnt right either.
That stupid nightmare is getting worse nowadays.
Just because of all damn fool relationship that I always heard in class.
IT IS FINISHED! FINISHED! OVER! LET IT GO! Let it over you..
Fortune teller pissed off...
Thursday, February 24, 2005
Today I chat with one guy named KEN.
He is a sort of guy who love to analyse people.
So I asked him to analyse me..
But after talk and talk, questionin, answering,.. I feel like he kinda of physco me.
So I tell him and asked him alots of lots of question which actually make him pissed off.
Then I asked him to give me solution but I totally disagree. Then he become even more pissed off. haha.. Then he dont want to analyse me no more..
Aiya.. no matter what I already got my solution. Which no one can come out with better than that! ^^
Suppose to do my PP and ended up with editing one sentence.
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
I feel each and everyday of my life is blessed by my very GOD!
There just a new wonderful things always happened around me.
Yesterday when I read the bible, I read about someone who didnt listen to GOD's command and GOD felt dissapointed. After I read that story, actually I fall asleep. But thenI dreamt about the story that I read. And I remember I have to read 2 verses.
Then I just suddenly woke up and force myself to concentrate on my reading. Though my eyes could hardly open. Till I read finish, I felt very happy.
I dont want to dissapoint my GOD no more.
And after that I slept very very peaceful!
Today I saw a few couples fighting. After all I felt it rather childish. Though I envy them for having partner, but on the other side, I felt it alot disadvantages. One of the most disadvantage is hard to socialise with other coz most of the time spend with your partner. Second disadvantage, I believe my mood will swing easily because of the relationship. This is stupid and yet useless.
Oh ya, actually I was thinking of donating my bone marrow. I think it was a good idea of helping other. I heard people said it painful. But if it can save another life, I dont mind to share the painfulness. But my mom scold me like hell. She told me dont find trouble for myself.Hmm.. if there is another chance to donate, I think I will go ahead.
Open House Is Closed.....
Saturday, February 19, 2005
Yay.. 3 tiring day is oVeR! ShIok!
Knowing the Real character of the BIG member even more~
Phew~ they are all very eviL! oMgosH!
++ Disgusting~ especially that Mr.Cap. Alamak~
I dont know whether the people all stomachache or not after eat BiG food..
Nvm.. Singaporean never eat dirty food.. or dusty food. They must try it!
It actually taste much better.. if only they dont see the process! :p
I want my holiday!
I miss my family!!!!!!
I'm very sorry.......
Monday, February 14, 2005
There was a time when I was single and I dont understand what is v.day.
I dont even know what it is. or when it is.
When I'm with someone, actually that v.day is not very big deal thing. Not really different with another day. It just a exchange gift as a couple. Romantic meal~ or more likely expensive meal. ~~named it.. can be done everyday too..
It just when you love someone. V day is no longer that important. It just a commercial day..
This time round, I am single again. I used to be a loner single and had relationship before. And I know about the flying and heartache momment.
To have a thought, which is better? To feel terribly lonely or being guilty on V.day?
Yeah I used to think it is better if that day someone give u something, or declare something to you. At least someone like you.
But when I experience it myself, I hate that feeling. I hate this guilty. I know how hurt it will be~
Thats what I feel during my break up too. But now I understand why that person make it so hurt. That person did the right things.
GIVE NO HOPE! MAKE ME HOPELESS AND GIVE UP!
I used to consult people with sweet sentences. And it didnt make me feel guilty. But I didnt realise what does the effect. The person will become more in love with you because of your kindness. And it actually hurt someone even more.
God Bless u..
Happy V day
Imperfection is Good
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
I made a few mistake on my previous entry.So blur..
I said the best show at night would be Tuesday, and I missed the PCK, Lydia and extreme gourment yesterday.DumB!
Yesterday was MONDAY. So there is no such show. The show is today! And I Watched it! but next week will be the finale episode for Lydia.. sad..
And yesterday is one of the longest entry I ever wrote. I wonder why!
Today then I realise that I didnt write my RJ! No wonder I feel like writing something even thought last night I was very sleepy... DUMB!
Then today receive a friendster testi from "mr.Cute" who reminded me about my DUMB stunt that he ever seen! WTH!
The just now a tutor called me. We were negotiate about the price. She said what about $30/hours. Then I said it was too expensive. So she said maybe she can offer about $27-28. So I said it still very expensive. So she asked me what is the price that I am comfortable with. After 2 secs I said, $40 for 1.5 hr. "Oh that would be fine"she said. AND I JUST REALISE $40 for 1.5 hrs is about 26.60/hr! WTH! What happen with my brain! IdIot! DUMB!
Okay.. enough for the dumb case..
TODAY is the very first time TN05-04 Girl Class Outing!!!
That was wonderful! We go K-box at 10.45. It was closed. But the door is not lock. All of us went inside and sit on the waiting chairs. Thats not the worst. Suddenly a man come said, can you guys get out because it is closed and only open at 11 am.
Sit until mad. Most of us sing out of tune.. OR maybe me and some few.. haha..
sorry for the noise polution that I added. Next we go take nEoPrInT! We are 7 people and squeeze all of us into that small area. Jeniper called that neoprint machine as "eating money machine".. cool..
I want something that I never had.
I find something that wasn't there.
Because I was imperfect.
Thus imperfect makes a life more meaningful.
Because I'm trying to find the answer for that.
If I were perfect, I dont need to find.
I never had a desire for wanting anything else.
So what am I live for?
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